Friday, November 24, 2017

Warring factions

No matter how I look at it, the pieces don't fit. Everything is a little off, an overwhelming whole, an unsettling noise.

And I know what the problem is. I've started the process of repair.

What the new life will look like though, is something nobody knows, least of all me. Even knowing that the new must be better for me doesn't douse that defiant little voice within me saying, 'I don't care, I wanted it so I took it and I don't care even if you take it away from me now.'

How could I be so childish?

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